rebecca, 18, international nasty girl



commonbee:

spelling bee administrator: your word is delicious
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spelling bee administrator: hit it fergie


I was drunk that night, and I got lost. Only I didn’t really get lost. I was looking for something. I was looking for somebody, and I came here.



troyesivan:

is it morally okay to pray that your crush’s relationship doesn’t work out


Out Of The Woods is one of my favorite songs on this album because one of the goals I set out to accomplish when I made this album was that I wanted to make sure that these songs sounded exactly the way the emotions felt.

This song is about the fragility and breakable nature of some relationships. This was a relationship where I was kind-of living day to day wondering where it was going, if it was going to go anywhere, if it was going to end the next day. It was a relationship where you never felt like you were standing on solid ground. And that kind of a feeling brings on excitement but also extreme anxiety and a frantic feeling of wondering.

And this song sounds exactly like that frantic feeling but it stresses that even if a relationship is breakable and fragile and full of anxiety, it doesn’t mean that it isn’t worthwhile, exciting, beautiful, and all of the things that we look for.